Silvery Starlight

Awesomesauce

2012-02-16T13:04:00.000-08:00

Just got this AWESOME top from Dirty & Distressed in the mail. I'm so pleased with how it turned out after waiting for the custom design for over two years(!!!). Will post a photo of me wearing it asap.

...and these stiletto boots from...I don't know where. Love 'em. >:-)

Barnevennlige baller, og sånt...

2012-02-16T12:45:00.001-08:00

I like to call this my horny-face, which looks pretty fucking ridiculous when put together in a row like this. >:-)

"I had a small get-together with a few friends last night and Jen decided to crash on the couch. She’s still sleeping off the booze when i get up, and so im sitting here, going through my tumblr dash when she suddenly cracks up in laughter. So I turn around just as she’s reaching for my camera and the result is this picture of my sleepy face and oh-so-sexy bed hair."

— Danarki.tumblr.com, hotstuff!! >:-D

New Tumblr Theme

2012-02-16T12:18:00.000-08:00

*Proud*

JENOBSCENEOFFICIAL.TUMBLR.COM

ANATOMETAL, wants!

2012-02-07T03:41:00.000-08:00

Gemmed/Bullet/Teardrop Eyelets from Anatometal Body Jewelry // Anatometal.com

ASOS

2012-02-04T21:00:00.001-08:00

(Just randomly posting random shit I've forgotten to post on here earlier.) My beloved flare pants from Free People/Asos.com, and some other stuff I ordered from there;

Spike Collar, Leather Harness and a glitter dress that apparently is too fucking glittery to be worn in public. How fucking convenient. It literally PRODUCES glitter and spreads it all over the fucking place. And no it doesn't stop no matter how many times I wash it. Lame as fuck. :-D

Randomsauce

2012-02-04T20:52:00.000-08:00

New Year's and such. Lookin' smoooooth. Cheers! @ Danarki & Mia Romundset

OMFGTPRTFHGGGG###%%QQ!!!!!

2012-02-01T20:52:00.000-08:00

OMFG, I just noticed...this. NIGHT MADE. @ InsideFlesh

Gina Tricot, wants

2012-02-01T20:44:00.000-08:00

// GinaTricot.com

(Not really using this blog atm as I'm sure you've already noticed.)

Baby Alien ear spiral(s) design~

2011-12-05T09:19:00.000-08:00

Mia Regine: Var det noe lignende dette du tenkte på? Har allerede kommet i god kontakt med en som produserer "alternative" smykker (ringer, cuffs, body jewelry etc.) av sølv og stainless steel som har sitt eget brand og har lovet meg en del rabbatter på div. smykker som jeg har kommet med designet til. Kanskje jeg kan snakke med han om å lage spiraler som disse. ;-)

The Kink Panther

2011-12-04T17:49:00.000-08:00

Man: "Uh, uh, oh yeah."

Woman: "I can't understand it. You can't be living just for sex. And only for sex. And nothing but sex alone. It's disgusting."

Man: "What is this bullshit you are talking about? The only thing worth living for as far as I'm concerned is a nice juicy, white, open cunt hole. This is the meaning of life for me. When I'm stuffing my cock into a nice, slimy pussy. The rest is all horse shit."

Woman: "Your sense of values are really impressing me."

Man: "Wait till I shove it up your ass. You'll see!"

- Necro - The Kink Panther @ Spotify

Chaos. I don't function at all these days. My mentality is completely wrecked and my body doesn't want to co-operate enough to even get me out of the fuckin' bed. I. N33D. FUEL. ...and money. ...and maybe a reason to live, that'd be swell 2.

I... Can't... Fuckin'... Breathe!!!

2011-11-30T04:27:00.000-08:00

I first found the baby Alien pendant (middle photo) a pretty long time ago, and now I just came across these two other rings. I am absolutely fuckin' speechless, I really, just, omfgjaghdgjekrlghhhh... Not a damn word. That huge Alien ring will be in my hands at some point - one way or another. I'll kill for it if that's what it takes for it to become mine. Oh, you want the source? Fuck off. ;-D

Pretty Creatures~

2011-11-30T03:45:00.000-08:00

Gahhh, amazingness overload!! All photos taken from my side blog on Tumblr - faintingdesires.tumblr.com, source - unknown.

Yes!

2011-11-24T00:25:00.000-08:00

X-Fusion - Rise And Fall @ Spotify

I still don't really have the time to derp around online, I just thought I'd stop by to show everybody what I ate for breakfast, and what you didn't get to eat for breakfast. Yummy shit!! Oh, and... What the fuuuckk?! *smileyface* Tuesday I got into a Skrillex concert for free - I just...walked right in without a ticket with some dude carrying me on his shoulders, lol, and ended up in the front line. Afterwards, some Swedish dudes dragged me further to a Wiz Khalifa concert with some kind of a private or V.I.P. party. They just paid me in and bought me as much booze I wanted, haha (!), I got completely shitfaced without spending a single cent. LOL, what, awesomeness!

I've made a new friend ^.~

2011-11-15T23:08:00.000-08:00

Delilah - Go @ Spotify

I mean, I ate my new friend, named Robert. That poor little thing became a victim to my bad habit of playing with food without even having a single clue before it was to late. We made such a great connection before he passed...my esophagus, lol. What a pretty little creature.

I'm having an awesome time these days and have been enjoying myself to the fullest most of the time (- the main reason to why I don't spend my time on here, nor Tumblr or Facebook). I've just come to realize that there might just be a chance for me to get a shot at the bright side(s) of life too, as well as I now know loving and caring people with genuine intentions does in fact exist - and not only in imaginary worlds like I've believed for a long fucking time. There's just so many good things in my life that now, finally, might just make it to the surface and it makes me ecstatic. At times I'm even so happy I could shit a rainbow if I wanted to, and I pray that the Universe for once this time haven't planned on fucking me over yet again as soon as I get close enough to my goal. Gahhh, the next couple of months are gonna be so damn nerve wrecking, but I choose to be optimistic though the odds may or may not be that good.

Halloween, pt 3/3

2011-11-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

October 29th - Halloween partayy

I've "stolen" these photos from different places, but I believe most of them are taken with Dan's camera (once again).

~~~

2011-11-06T15:26:00.000-08:00

Halloween, pt. 2/3

2011-11-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

The night before Halloween I got this genius idea of dressing up like some blonde celebrity chick with a serious lack of intelligence - the stupidest one I could think of - and then make a super realistic and blooody brain to attach hanging out of mein arse. Problem was, I wanted it to look completely real so that people would actually believe that I was so stupid I had shit my own brains out my ass, but as I just couldn't figure out how to make it realitic enough the whole point went down the fuckin' toilet. I couldn't really come up with what stupid hoe would be the best pick to make the point impossible to misperceive, and either way, with this hair, imitating someone like Paris Hilton or some shit would be really difficult. I thought of doing Ke$ha and then dash my brains in loads of glitter, haha, but, ahh... Maybe next year (don't you fuckin' steal my idea!!!).

Even though I wish I would have had the time to dress up in a really sick and awesome costume, I just ended up going with Medusa as I had just got my dreads done. That way I didn't have to wake up at somebody's couch having to pay a cleaning service to get all blood and white make-up stains off their furniture, so... I guess it's a win! Halloween turned out prrdyyy awesome anyway. ;-)

Halloween, pt. 1/3

2011-11-04T00:59:00.000-07:00

October 27th - Halloween party @ NISS

Photos taken with Dan's camera. I couldn't stand my face in most of these photos so I simply had to remove it, pardon me for doing you all a favor. :-p

Am I the only one having problems opening blogger.com lately??

Dreadly Awesome ;-)

2011-11-02T17:21:00.000-07:00

Finallyyy happy with my hair for a change, thanks to my super-gorgeous and talented Mia Regine♥. I still haven't grown out my sidecut enough to get my hairdo precisely the way I want it so it's not entirely perfect just yet, but it will be, soon. I'm really, really satisfied with how I look now anyway, it's a billion times better than that black hood I had to wear every single fucking day for nearly a year just to hide the horrible circus I had going on, on the top of my head for way too long... I'm, ahh, so satisfied!!!

I'll add some pics from the Halloween week and such later, even though they've been out on Facebook for a while. I've just been really busy lately and haven't had the time to be online at all. I've got better shit to do than to let myself get sucked into the big black whole called Tha Intawebz, but I don't mind; it's like a mental relief.

PRICELESS.

2011-10-27T00:10:00.000-07:00

Calle Plager - med en relativt lang pinne

Calle Plager IGJEN - med en veldig, veldig lang pinne

Dyinggg, hahaha. THIS, this is just...fuckin' priceless. Calle<3

Paul

2011-10-23T03:59:00.001-07:00

I highly recommend that errrybody go get stoned off your asses and watch this new movie called "Paul", now. I laughed so hard of this one, ya'all gotta go see it as soon as fucking possible! It's fucking hilarious, I promise you.

Oh, how I wish he was real; he's perfect, I think I might be in love, haha.

Evil Will Always Find You

2011-10-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

I'm leaving for that fucking shit hole again now, against my fucking will, forced into isolation. "I'm so fucking excited, I could shit a rainbow if I wanted to!!!"

I don't know

2011-10-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

Myyyp, I miss my snow-white hair.

New theme

2011-10-13T21:15:00.000-07:00

New theme on Tumblr. Click the photo above to get to my page.

Bodyartforms.com

2011-10-12T17:06:00.000-07:00

YES, PLEASE.

Whoever said "perfection doesn't exist" needs to be shot...

2011-10-11T20:31:00.000-07:00

You know when you imagine the most perfect jacket, the most perfect dress or the most perfect shoes that only appears in your dreams, but that you can never find anything similar to in real life? And the few, few, few times you've found something that can remind you of that one perfect thing you go all crazy about it because it's just a wee bit similar to what you've imagined and you just have to make it yours one way way or another.

This is one of those times. I am absolutely speechless about these boots. I've never seen anything more perfect than these. It's like they just popped out of my head and shit, we're not even talking about similarities; they are the exact fucking platforms that I've been dreaming of. Totally and utterly perfect. A true fuckin' work of art.

- Yes, I'm fully aware of that I'm getting extremely dramatic about something that is only material, but they're deeply essential to my happiness. I am super cereal here.

Get me these boots and my life will be complete. Size 39, please and thank you, I'll be camping at my mail box. All Hail New Rock!!!

Nothing

2011-10-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

October 10th

2011-10-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

Haha, what a position to wake up in...

I've never liked tea, but this one looked tempting so I thought I'd give it a try. It tasted like a dehydrated nigger had pissed in my water; in other words I'll just stick to my regular black coffee.

I had my whole day planned out by detail today. I was supposed to get a billion things done -important things - but instead I went totally mental in the morning caused by a huge lack of sleep the past week. So basically my whole day just went right down the fuckin' toilet together with the rest of this week and now everybody's really frustrated with me, including myself, and my week is going to be hell on Earth. And oh, the weather is pure shit. Big whoop!

Haha, what the...

2011-10-06T20:13:00.000-07:00

"Seriously, dude, iz not phunny! I want my spine back!!"

Lizzy♥

2011-10-02T17:42:00.000-07:00

Most beautiful creature to ever enter my life.

"Just chillin', yo!" lol

Fatty, fatty, boom, boom♥.

X

2011-10-02T15:49:00.001-07:00

Painting in process, experimenting with colors. This is only the background - which I think turned out pretty awesome; psychedelic and vibrant, just as I attempted to. Turquoise&purple♥.

Welcome to ma' crib!

2011-10-02T15:08:00.000-07:00

"Screw you guys, I'm going home!"

Well, yeah, the past week has been beyond what you can call hell. All the fucking rules, the required self-discipline, the strict schedules; I don't do that kind of shit and I have no intentions in trying either. So, what a shock it is when I just say "fuck it" and leave it right there. Ignore everything like I always do in whatever 'not-so-satisfying' situation. When thinking about how pathetic I actually am, I just ignore that too as it's too much of a bother. 3 more weeks of isolation, sleeping and movies to go. What a fucking hardcore and exciting way of living, damn it.

Anywhooo, I've been at home for the weekend - still trapped, but in highly better conditions - so I went out with my mom♥ the other day and bought some new stuff to start redecorating my room. It's looks pretty awesome already; comfy.

Time to rot, cya!

Yo dawg

2011-09-25T15:46:00.000-07:00

♥ U ;-*

AWWYEAAAHHHHHHH

2011-09-24T17:51:00.001-07:00

LOTSSS OF FREE BOOZE!!! STRAIGHT OUT OF NOWHERE WHEN I NEEDED IT THE MOST!

I love random drunk people. Seriously though, when do I ever not get shit justtt the way I want it??? Even up here in nowhereland. LOL @ LIFE. :-D

Bacon&Inkkk

2011-09-24T04:50:00.000-07:00

Thanks for all your suggestions in the last post! I've downloaded a huge load of movies now, probably enough to keep me busy for 10 years, so I should be good to go. Random webcam whoring (my speciality in life at the moment):

(Wrote this way earlier today, about 3 PM or some shit.) I'm staying at this hotel alone for the weekend, way up in the mountains in nowhereland, far away from all civilization. It's like a fucking ice-age up here, and everything's really fucking lonely, so it kind of sucks in one way. At least I'm alone for once in a long fucking while (!!!), with no fugly hawks watching my every move, so I guess it's better than back home. At least until monday, argh. Anyways, I just ate the hotel's egg & bacon for breakfast - egg & bacon is the best, and it's even better when it's for free. Not the same when I don't get to wake and bake, but still... So, what am I spending all my precious time at up here all by myself? Nothing. Fighting and arguing with my demons, drinking coffee for 50 people or more and trying to just chill the fuck out, but my thoughts have other plans for me, obviously.

(Found these "rules" on Tumblr and made a more colorful version of it. Just thought this would be a good fit here. True shit, lol.)

Let's get superficial here. I CRAVE ink on my body so badly these days; back, chest, hands, fingers, upper-body, hips, thighs, arms,
neck, face; everywhere. Not that this is something new or anything, I've just been thinking a lot about it lately. I want to cover my whole body with lots and lotsss of kick ass art (all B/W of course), but I'm a broke ass bitch with no job, no education and zero ideas to
how I could possibly start earning some fucking cash (in a genuine way). I
t's not like I wanna get inked just to get inked - hell fuckin' no. I have all these amazing and incredible ideas to über-awesome tattoo
art, but they're all massive and super detailed pieces that would take an awful lot of time and patience - and MONEY, damn it. While
we're at it, the fucking money system, I just wanna travel back in time and bash the brains out of whoever capitalistic ass-sucker that came up with that fucked up
idea. It's the most tragic thing that have ever happened to this world, and every single fiber of my body is screaming, praying, I will still be around
to experience when that whole system just crashes and BURNS. It's all going straight to hell at some point soon and I can't
fucking wait for it.
'Cus it will happen; no doubt.
Oh, what a heavenly day that will be, a divine mark in history, hell yes.

Well now, time to go do nothing and nothing at all again. Piss out.

Desperately need some good movie suggestions!!!

2011-09-22T15:53:00.000-07:00

I've decided to try my best to pull off this rehab shit. Hopefully I'll end up getting the right medicines that might be a better long term solution for me rather than booze, pills and all that other fuckery I've got going on. Problem is, I will have no internet access whatsoever other than in the weekends, and I'm leaving home this monday, so (as the title says) I desperately need some good movie suggestions from you guys. As soon as fucking possible would be great, and the more suggestions you have, the better, 'cus I'll be spending a hella lot time alone in "my room". I'll need something to distract my thoughts during my stay so that I won't go completely mad while I'm there. Try to think of some "must see's", or some that made an impact on you, or just some that are totally hilarious. Psycho thrillers, horror, sci-fi, psychedelic, dark humor, silly shit (stoner comedies goes here), dark drama; whatever really - as long as it's good. So, shoot!

And the evil circle goes on, and on, and on...

2011-09-21T16:50:00.000-07:00

Allright, so, let's go a couple of days back in time. Booze floating, synthetic weed inhaled all night long (that shit is fuckin' sick!!!), speed running through the veins and whatnot. In other words; total chaos on every level. I sure as hell had an awesome time, but just upon to 4 AM - maybe, I'm not sure, not at all. I don't wanna go into details here (and it's not like I have many), but it ended in a huge fuckin' mess - as usual - with the emergency, the fuckin' police and all. I'm so fuckin' glad I can't remember, 'cus if I did, I'd probably have killed myself by now. Woke up the day after, crawled my way over to the mirror and... Well, let's just say I wouldn't have been surprised if somebody had mistaken me for being a fuckin' color chart. I'm covered in bruises from head to toe and I look like I've been beaten half to death by thirty MS13 dudes or some shit like that. And the pain, man, I feel like a piece of mashed meat. It's just ridiculous how much this body can actually take on. But enough about that; hopefully (read: hopelessly) it won't happen again. God damn.

Miaww ^.~

2011-09-17T17:36:00.000-07:00

I look extremely cocky, haha.

Herp'aDerpDerp

2011-09-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

Breakfast time. (I wish I had these eyebrows tattooed as I only manage to draw them on this perfectly once every 10th year...)

Friday morning... Argh, damn, so fucking exhausting. Woke up at 7 am after a poor 45 minutes of sleep, had a couple of beers while painting my whore face and headed down to the "Psychiatric Center" for a meeting with several therapists from a mental institution that offer treatment to people dealing with mental issues and/or alcohol and drug abuse. They all seemed ok, like someone I can possibly handle being in the same building with on a daily basis if I choose to join their program. I actually managed to maintain a normal conversation all throughout the meeting - for a fuckinng change - without feeling any significantly strong urge to shove my fist down their throats. But the information I was handed was nothing to my liking. They can't force me into their treatment, but they'd really like to have me there. It's a matter of five days a week, which means I'll only be allowed go home in the weekends (friday afternoon to monday morning).

Some of the rules that I'm really not happy with are such as no smoking, no internet and no use of either phones or cameras (and of course no drinking etc.). What the fuck am I supposed to do down there then? Sounds like a fucking paradise, yeah. And no, I'm not quitting smoking - I'd rather have my torso cut open while awake. I wouldn't even consider trying to go there if I had to quit, but luckily there's possible to just go for a walk alone if wanted. Still kind of a big bother having to go for a fucking walk each and every time I'd like a cigarette. That's like 30 walks a day; stressful. I really want to try and give my best shot to follow their program as I really, really need to get a diagnostic assessment so that I can possibly get the right fucking medicines for a fucking change. I'll never be able to stop drinking and all that other shit if I don't get something to stop these thoughts from fucking with my mind 24/7 - it's driving me fucking crazy which is the reason I feel the constant need to drown them in alcohol - but because of all these rules I seriously don't know if I can make it. I'm a huge control freak and always have been, and I see myself on the very verge of insanity just by hearing about these prison-alike rules. Anyways, I don't need to settle my mind just yet. Gonna go over there on monday so that I can get a feeling of the circumstances before I decide whether or not to do this shit...

At the moment I'm just laying in bed and feeling really fucking woozy from taking a great load of sleeping pills (possibly more than I should), but still I can't sleep because I've been drinking espresso like it was fucking Vodka. I kinda feel like this right now;

How ridiculously cute, haha. I've gotten this thing for cute and weird gifs of animals lately. ...

PAY ATTENTION, stupid cunts :-)

2011-09-15T17:39:00.000-07:00

I’m starting to get really fucking annoyed by all your messages and constant nagging about how I must be “anorexic” and bla the fuckin’ bla, bla, so I just want to set a few things straight here.

#1 I’ve put on nearly 25 kg after “recovering” from Anorexia Nervosa and I do no longer have an eating disorder. That was 2 fuckin’ years ago, move the fuck on.

#2 I do in fact want to put on even more weight - for several reasons. I want more tits, I want more ass and I want to feel fuckin’ sexy. I don’t want to go around constantly worried sick about how I might just snap and die any fuckin’ second. I want to get rid of all this physical pain that is driving me insane day in, day out. I don’t want to experience any more panic attacks from chest cramps and breathing difficulties. I want to function normally and I don’t want to end up fuckin’ dead just because I didn’t manage to eat properly. That would've been fuckin’ pathetic when I have so much I can potentially give to this poor fuckin’ world that we’re all trapped in. Besides, I’ve been dreaming of getting breast implants since I was a little shit kid and I cannot go under surgery in this condition. My body’s a mess and I’m fuckin’ sick and tired of it.

#3 I would never skip an awesome munch-meal over a few extra pounds over time. It’s not fuckin’ worth it when food can be so fuckin’ awesome. It’s not like I’m getting fat over here, just trying to live “normal” and enjoy my fuckin’ life.

#4 If other people can live with themselves on a normal and healthy weight and feel satisfied with - or even love - their reflection in the mirror, then I can achieve that too. It’s all in my head. Eating disorders are not about one’s actual weight, nor a fear of food. What, the food is gonna come after you and chop your head off? I don’t think so, no. It’s all fuckin’ mental - a disease that can be treated - and I give all my best wishes to every innocent soul out there fighting this horrible disease.

Now, everybody just smoke some good fucking weed, chill the fuck out, mind your own fucking business and enjoy your own motherfucking life. ALL HAIL MUNCHIES!!!

(- via my Tumblr-blog)

Unfff .

2011-09-15T04:37:00.001-07:00

This is just too ridiculously cute.

HungOverAsFuck.com

2011-09-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

(I can look dorky too.) Allright, so I wrote this last night, but fell asleep before I got to post it. I don't really have much to share, just that the past days have been pretty phun; lots of alcohol consumed, been a busy bee having mostly a good time despite all chaos, and that my beloved mom went for a short trip to Sweden yesterday and came back with this big bag of Bounty chocolate, lollies and cigarettes for me, which was nice.

I have difficulties writing about my everyday life and sharing it here on my blog. Like, photos are ok to share, but I don't bring my camera out anymore because, well, it's heavy and annoying and so it just feels really unnatural and weird to start writing shit like "so, I went out the door, and then I met up with --- and later went out to drink with ---" and such when there are no photos related. I just feel really uncomfortable sharing all of this and dragging other people into my journal without asking for their permission and shit. I know most of you guys usually summarize your days by writing about all the shit you did and all the people you were hanging out with and what your conversations were based on and bla, bla, bla, but I don't know what to write about, so then I ask myself why I bother having a blog at all. I need my inspiration and creativity back.

PS.: School's going down the fucking toilet...

I h8 mondays...

2011-09-12T15:59:00.000-07:00

Top photo; "Little Red Riding Hood gone devilish," lol. Just a few snapshots I took before heading out earlier today. I felt super Gang$ta in my hood and therefore felt the need to document my brutal awesomeness. I thought I'd make it within two or three minutes before I had to run, but I failed and missed the bus. Not that it mattered anyway as when I went to my local store later on I found out they don't sell any form of alcohol anywhere today just because of the fuckin' election. In other words I stayed inside - alone, all day, doing absolutely not a damn shit. What a great fuckin' day to start off the week!!!

Whatever feels right ~

2011-09-11T15:52:00.000-07:00

I ♥ Ice Cream

2011-09-09T16:53:00.000-07:00

Sex in a box! I just put together these ice cream flavors and I want you to vote, vote, vote so that I can buy these and fucking ravish them! The "Dolce Piacere" is cappuccino flavored ice cream with caramel sauce and pecan nuts, and the "Bounty Toffee" is coconut flavored ice cream with dark chocolate sauce and toffee chunks, just like the Bounty bar. You've got to be drooling by now, and even though you might not live in Norway to be able to buy these, you could at least vote to make me happy. :-D

Just click the photos, scroll down to the bottom of the page and search for "Jenny" and they will both show up right away. Click the vote button ("STEM") and you're done. ^.~

Rambo ;-*

2011-09-09T16:35:00.000-07:00

Had the most awesome dog in the world visiting for me earlier this week for a couple of days. Just look how anatomically perfect he is. Such a beauty!!! ^.~

Hey, my name's Jen and I don't like "titles"...

2011-09-05T09:05:00.000-07:00

Once again I'm giving a new shot at Blogspot, but I wouldn't really get any high expectations. I've had a huge lack of creativity and lust to write lately, which have been super frustrating, but still I get these instant urges to write shit down every now and then and therefore it's nice to have a place to just dump my thoughts whenever I'd feel the need for it, so... Follow if you'd like.

Dead & Gone

2011-08-27T19:39:00.001-07:00

The old blog is in the past. I'm not sure, but I might start over. Time will show.

Piss out, for now.